i think 2 much... im sad 2 much... i obsess 2 much... i luv patrick stump 2 much...i yell 2 much... i fight with my parents 2 much...I DO NOT CUT MYSELF!!! .. im 2 hatefull... im 2 confuseing... i kant spell... i like emotional lirics... i HATE lirics about suiside or cutting yourself...i HATE it wen people r SUISIDAL or they CUT THEM SELVES (thats just stupid)... i skrew up 2 much... i kill spirts... i carry on... my parents love me but they dont like me... im spoiled... i have no reason 2 b dark... im greatfull... im still not happy... i make A's (even tho i cant spell) in all my classes and i still dont think im good enuf... im a perfectionist... i dont care about shit... i care deeply about shit... non-crazy emo boyz r hot... im a germafobe... im not a neat freak... God rules... sex b4 marige is wrong... straight edge owns face... I CAN'T SPELL AND I DON'T NO Y (but some times i miss-spell things like "y" insted of "why" cause its faster and shit like that) ... i think im scene emo... i h8 being called emo... i love 2 laf... i hate 2 smile... im not crazy... i may b crazy... i need help... i need 2 find me... i need 2 find God... i need 2 shut up

...AND...

- amy 0_o

a sick and troubled, foolish little girl,
lost in a big, cruel, frighting world.

bored out of her brains, with nothing to do,
but still cant find the time to do what she has to.

young and loud and desperate for attention,
but cringes at the thought of her name being mentioned.

afraid to live, afraid to like,
even afraid of her own damn bike.

lonely and dreaming of that certain special boy,
she really wouldnt even mind being a toy.

ugly and hated, alone she roams,
Jesus's arms are about all she can call home.

just almost too smart 4 her own good,
but only acting as if everything is understood.

over critical, obsessive, and over analyzing,
traits like this are paralyzing!

spoiled and selfish, bitchy to the core,
maybe one day she will be no more!

cold and heartles, sick in the head,
maybe somday soon,
SHe MiGhT DeAd!

(...and she sux at poetry too...)

patrick stump, ryan ross, brendon urie, pete wentz, ... BUT PATRICK KICKS ALL OF THERE ASSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

80s stuff, FALL OUT BOY, panic at the disco, hellogoodbye, nirvana, the red jumpsuit apparatus, the rocket summer, bon jovie, AC/DC, old green day, aiden, secret handshake, 30 secs to mars, boys like girls, the academy is..., the almost, +44, self against city, they might be giants, the magnetic fields, bowie, prince, dresden dolls, weezer b4 they were sell-outs, mcr, jacks manniquin, white stripes, this providence, sum 41, blink 182, queen, tenatious d (dont think i spelled that right), paramore, cobra starship, foo fighters, scary kids scaring kids, hawthorn heights, underoath, saosin, envy on the coast, taking back sunday, and a bunch of others

i like 80s movies, bill and ted, THE NIGHTMARE B4 CHRISTMAS, pirates of the carribeain (sp?), phantom of the opera, little shop of horrors, the lost boys, horton hears a who, be kind rewind, sleepy hollow, grimlens, pulturegyst, IRON MAN!, and other stuff

i dont really pay atention 2 wut i watch

i love all lemony snickets books, night, so b. it, ex-rateing, huckleberry fin, another one of those horribe books where the mother dies, the swiss family robinson, everybody hurts an essential guide to emo culture, my so called punk, the story of fall out boy, revolution on canvas 2, nothing feels good punk rock teenagers and emo, rolling stone mag., spin, AP, and a lot of others